The Ultimate Test (Overcoming the lack of energy, sleep and mental strength)

We ( Group 8 ) are the finishers of TOUR DE SINGAPORE! Congratulations for completing the <120km RFF! (:

Once completed, we were knocked out immediately. Period.

And to me, the sleep felt like 10 hours even though we slept for only 1 hour. I have no idea why. Besides, it was on hard concrete ground.

I guess I’m used to sleeping on hard floor already. I can sleep almost anywhere now.

And congratulations to the BETA SHOOTING TEAM (Jaewhy, Mark, Me, Hakim, Jinyi, G.Nat, Pamela and Denise) for getting FIRST.

And of course, BETA, for winning everything. (90% of the time cheering during the award ceremony.)

I’m still waiting for the medal. Heh!

 

A wrong decision. knowing that i’ve lost many close‭ friends because of this mistake, it’s not a good feeling at all. it’s an uphill task to find myself back again. Maybe it’s not even possible

 

Cycle

My heart feels hollow right now. I am no longer myself anymore. These things just won’t go off like that. ):

The number of days I spent having this feeling this year is so much more than the previous.

What’s happening to Leslie? He’s currently posting so many emo  stuff these days that he himself cannot stand it.

Where am I right now? I feel like a robot, feeling numb and tired of these things so many times that I don’t want to care anymore. I hate this cycle, never ending, always repeating.

I want to find myself back.

 

Nostalgia: Presents Overload…

I was bored so I decided to make a review of the birthday presents I received this year, when I turned 17. (:

Firstly, a handmade pencil holder by Liew Jiaqi! Well, it is very useful in preventing myself from leaving my stationeries all over the table. Here it is.

 

Secondly, the most practical kind of present from Gan Xiao Xuan. A Myuk wallet. Well, though the colour has faded, it is still useful. How did she know I needed a wallet? I think I told her before… Don’t remember. Oh well. (P.S. The wallet is still alive and kicking, though it suffered some wear and tear, causing my pocket to be always filled with coins..)

Thirdly, the… er, most budget present from Garret Chua. LOL. 3 tennis balls to wish that I get to the school team and happy birthday. Meaningful. Thank you! (Next time buy in bulk la.. so kiam siap… =.=”)

 

Next up, the most touching birthday card, with tons of wishes and love and whatsoever from lovely Zahr. (: IAALDDGVYFSDZ!

 Lastly, a very unique necklace with a ring attached to it from CG 18/09! (Or to be more precise, from JOYCE FOO ZI HUI)
The words “CG 18/09 LOVES LESLIE” was engraved onto the ring. (:

(Sorry, can’t take a nice picture of the necklace and ring though)

Random poll (JUST FOR FUN)

 

6 more weeks.

So much to do. Yet so little time. Simply looking at the pile of notes makes me depressed. How am I going to cope?

I need a driving force right now. Boo ):

I want to improve! (Screams silently..)

 

I stepped on a cigarette today ):

Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GARRET! ;D

Hope you had a nice surprise this morning yeah? x)

And… SOMETHING BAD HAPPENED TODAY… I STEPPED ON A BLOODY CIGARETTE! GAH!

Take a look at what’s inside a cigarette. Eww… Tar…

So…

DON’T EVER SMOKE… BECAUSE YOU ARE ACTUALLY INHALING THESE STUFF!

 

Something’s Wrong…

There’s something wrong with me this year. I can’t seem to concentrate on anything I do. Distractions are everywhere and JC life is so different. I feel guilty for neglecting my friends and you. I need to scream somewhere, need a listening ear. But nobody seem to be suitable. I can’t tell you. It makes you even worse than what you are feeling these days. My problems are piling up in me already. I have no one to look for.

 

Can’t believe I’m posting this after missing for so long…

 

Realisation

I realised many of my schoolmates went to Temasek Polytechnic.

I went to Temasek Junior College together with Garret, Xiao Xuan and Zhan Wei.

Hurray? (:

 

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Work, work…

Bonjour! Quite busy these few days due to work so I will not be updating as regularly as usual. Anyway, tomorrow will be my 5^th day working. 6 more days to go!

 

Time seemed to fly faster as the days go by. On the first day, Mr. Time was walking at snail’s pace. Every second seemed to matter to me because I want to go home. More and more work is coming up tomorrow as the stocks are coming. Ahh, it’s tough work stacking up the tentage.

 

Anyway, met a few friends there too, young and old from other companies like Tiger Beer, Carlsberg, Coca cola, Marigold,  Ice Cool and NTUC workers. They are really friendly although they appeared intimidating during my first day of work. After interacting with them, I find that they are really carefree and funny.

 

It was a great experience for me as I get to speak up and promote Yeo’s products too. Besides, I get to exercise and toughen myself up. Therefore, I feel that this job allows me to learn many things. Though work may be dull sometimes, the friends and experience I found there are enough to spice up and colour the mundane and routine work. (:

 

Woo, another $40 today. ^.^

 

Oh yeah, met up with Zahr in the morning to eat breakfast at LJS!

 

Went on to play HOTD 4 but my gun was faulty. So I requested for a refund but only managed to play an extra game of Daytona! From 1^st to 11^th. *Cries*