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I like short posts

I hate to see/feel someone walking the path i did before. It’s like history repeating itself but in another point of view. It hurts me quite a lot.
Memories, good and bad, came back to haunt me again. It’s not easy to forget, though I am good at shoving these memories away, sometimes, you can’t help but think of them.
Whatever it is, I wish you good luck, all right? This path is easy initially, but as time pass, sometimes it becomes unbearable. I didn’t complete that path and do not intend to, at least not for now. Hopefully, you can. And motivate me to change my mind. (:
Good advice: Balance everything well. (OGL requirement :O)

It feels like losing a friend. I don’t know whether to feel happy or sad.

What a CHANGE.

Did I change?

Cut and Paste… Manually.

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So easily done on the computer. But manually, it’s tough and time-consuming LABOUR!
That pretty much sums up today. Oh yeah, plus the long bus, train, bus ride and waiting.
Pretty boring. But nevertheless, Day 1 is gone. Day 2 will be better. Definitely. (:
Still, made a few friends there. Great! :O

Hey you out there! Don’t judge me so early k? Cause you may be wrong! Even my better friends may not know me. And I’m serious.
I don’t open up unless I’m really really close to you. And I will stay that way.

Bizarre

After bloghopping, I saw many funny MSN conversations bloggers posted!
Ah! I long for some bizarre conversations too!

TIP is coming soon…

I have this feeling of being busy again. At home, I always tell myself not to procrastinate (homework), but I failed. =.=” I should have started my work like a week ago? Wow. Now I’m left with 1 day to do my work before TIP starts. Nevertheless, I’m excited about learning new stuffs. (:
The thing that depress me is the DISTANCE I have to travel. Bukit Batok! Plus a bus ride to SLH. :O That would surely take up 1 hour of my time just to travel there. Plus I have to forgo my OGL mass dance practices and tennis trainings during weekdays.
Sucks. =/
Oops!
I have a day off on 27th Nov though. Well, not really a holiday. I joined this tennis tournament. Hopefully, I get to the next round, which is difficult considering other pros that are in my group. Nevertheless, I shall TRY MY BEST. (:
Go Leslie!
Will update more about TIP and the tournament soon.
For now, I shall go hiatus!

BYE! (:

Worst Job?

Who wins?

Someone buy these for me please (:

They’re nice. (:

OG Wha..?

Surprisingly, I’m selected as OGL. Received a SMS from house cap Cyn yesterday during BBQ. Everyone was anxious about this and started to search for their phones to check whether they are OGLs too. Well, most of them got in. Sadly, some had disciplinary records and cound not go for the interview. Sigh.
Nevertheless, I’m in, together with Jinyi and Gladys. Seems like our impromptu preparation worked. Well, according to Jolene, we are all in the same OG. We just can’t be separated huh? (:
Adnaan didn’t join. Sadly for him, if not my PW group will once again be together. PW, Econs PW, Orientation X? Oh well. Now I’ll have to hope OGL camp do not clash with tennis camp. If not I will have a difficult time to choose over which one to go. Well, actually, I have already decided before the OGL interview. But who knows?
The future is subjective. I may change my decision anytime.
I’m bored. Wanted to come back to talk to my brother, but apparently, he’s still sleeping?! 12.03p.m.! My usual MSN buddies are away for Congress and currently, only Jinyi is online. She’s going off soon though for her PDP. And I will be alone once again.
Oh, and the class photos are nice. My classmates are photogenic. Really. Currently waiting for someone to post them on Facebook.
Someone entertain me please.
And I do feel that there is a lack of pictures in my blog.
It’s becoming too WORDY!
You realise I’m typing randomly.
Well yes, nice observation.
AHH.
Anyway, I will post about the BBQ soon after I got the pictures. Soon.

Sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on to someone else. In fact, you gain something else from it.

Soccer, shooting and tennis in a day. Virtual I mean.

Well, basically all I did today was movie, then OGL interview and then a mini party at my house with my secondary school buddies.
Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince wasn’t as amazing as I thought, but still, full marks for the effects. It would be nice to have magic in this world somehow. Fixing a wrecked house with just a flick of the wand. Wonderful huh?
I hate the fact that it rained today. It was so annoying, especially since I’m wearing a pair of shoes which has already worn off long ago. Had to mind every step I took, to make sure I don’t fall like the other time, when I fell and my laptop hit the ground. ):
I have no idea why I wore that shoes out today though, even though I knew that it was going to rain. Nevertheless, travelled to grandma house to give her something. And then I went to school for the OGL interview.
Well, it wasn’t as bad as I thought really. The people were nice even though I know they’re trying their best to act out the scenario. It was good, though in my mind, I was thinking, what the hell is this? It wasn’t a failure, don’t get me wrong, but it’s just weird to see them act that way, when they actually have totally different personalities.
Anyway, don’t think I’ll get into next year’s OGL list. I know where I stand. Didn’t do really great in that interview. At that time, I was telling myself: Just go in and have some fun then.
Indeed, I love cheering, cheering so loud and not caring about anything else. It is a nice feeling, to be able to do so without fear of being disrupted and stuff.
None of us were really prepared for the cheers. And coming up with a clan name. Cyclops, phoenix, prudx? I have no idea what is that.
Kind of made a fool of myself trying to pronounce that prudx or something. Oh well, had a good laugh and we left. Simple and memorable.
And seriously, I didn’t feel Cyn change to the supposedly ‘blur girl’. Well, she’s always blur, that’s why. But her hairstyle and oversized sec school uniform… Speechless. ==”
And Nicolas thought I was a Malay?! LOL!
Jolene was supposed to be cool, but then I found her scary instead. I was wondering, while trying to persuade her to do the cheer, what happens if she really act this way in real life? That would be so… I don’t know. She can really act I should say.(I should consider making this a private post due to this. Later she will 自夸 if she sees this ._.) It made me feel that I lost a friend with her personality I guess. Just for that one moment. She made me feel as though she really changed. Well, I know, I know. It isn’t supposed to be that scary. But it just gives me a bad feeling.
Cool? Dao-ish? Bitchy? Probably. It felt as though I don’t know her at all. It felt like.. I just lost a JC bestie. Now I will have trouble talking to her, probably because I will picture her behaving not like her usual self but that way if I have a chance to see her. Probably Sunday? It will be weird.
You may find this hilarious, I’m thinking too much or something.
Probably.
But not to worry. All these will be temporary. I guess I don’t really know her well either. If I do, I would be just laughing away and pushing this minor thing aside. But no. So, yeah. I should privatised this, until I feel that I know she’s her and not the cool one.
Ah, why is this small thing troubling me. =.=” I don’t understand.
Oh yeah, that was just the OGL part. Still got more.
BEST buddies WZ, CK and Jaron came to my house today, at 8.30p.m. We started to talk about each other’s life, well, more of other people’s lives actually. Who we recently met, didn’t meet. Everyone else except us. Nevertheless, eventually we decided to play Fifa 10. Virtual soccer (: and discussed our favourite pasttime of all, soccer. It feels good again to share my thoughts to people who I know really cared about these stuff. These few months, I’ve been keeping these stuff to myself, with no one else whom I know likes soccer in TJ.
After a few games here and there, we then decided to change to HOTD 2. It wasn’t very exciting to me. Imagine seeing all those zombies all over again for … 50 times? But they liked it. That’s what matter the most. As a host, I should entertain them. And the games did the job. (:
Changed to tennis later on. This game is special. It generated so much laughter. From family, to my brother’s friends, to my relatives and finally to my friends. It never fails to entertain everyone who plays the game. All those slow reflexes, stoning, mis hit never fails to generate laughter. Wonderful eh? Pity they didn’t manage to play Rayman, which will always be the highlight of the day, or night for my case.
Wii is such a fascinating console. Really.
They left at around 11.30p.m., which was damn late. Latest so far. But still, today is a great day, minus the mini OGL interview part.
GOOD MORNING. SHALL BATHE AND SLEEP. TODAY (SATURDAY ALREADY) TENNIS AND OUT WITH ZAHR (: