Lonely
It’s surprising that I feel lonely this holiday… Ridiculous…
I have so many things to do, to occupy myself. But I still feel lonely somehow, sometimes.
What is wrong? Maybe that’s why I am desperately SMSing other people hoping that they will reply. So far only Jolene will reply me most of the time but she’s AWAY now. Until 23rd. Damn. I think I should find more stuff to do… Hmm..
I don’t wanna sleep early, even though I feel tired. I seem to be waiting for something but I don’t know what. All I know is, I ain’t getting what I want.
Teaching tuition is like a roller coaster ride… Tutee cheers me up sometimes with his random gags but pisses me off when he doesn’t listen to me. His attention span is like maximum of 15 minutes. Almost ticked him off on Thursday. Wasn’t in a very good mood since I got lost in Hougang and it rained and I was running late and I didn’t have lunch. Seriously, a bad day. Luckily rain stopped after like 10 minutes and the nearest bus stop has a bus that can bring me to my destination. (I realised i wasn’t really lost on my way back actually. I saw the bus stop I was supposed to go to but I told myself it was the wrong one. So I ended up walking even further and eventually got lost. Fail TTM.)
Asked people out only to get rejected once and again. Wanna ask people out to sing but always not free, then wanna meet friends, not free again. I think I should just stay at home. (and continue being lonely, lol)
Never mind, I’m actually long used to it already thanks to ‘A’ levels. Just that it’s a little (yes, just a lil) worse off without studying. I guess music is my only friend then.
Slowly becoming a K-pop fan. But it’s not a bad thing. And I love korean variety shows. Epic funny! 
Got to see 2AM, 2PM, BEAST, MBLAQ and MISS A live! Damn blessed because I was so close to them. They look even better live and they sing damn well. the $191 spent was worth it. Took many pictures and videos! But shall keep it to myself. Heh!
Prom was so-so. Girls look different, guys the same. Girls look older, guys look younger.
Chalet was so-so too. Got fun and not so fun times. A lot of memories went through my mind. Especially at Pasir Ris Park.
St Lukes trip (today) wasn’t that exciting either. But I got to see all my mentors! They are as friendly and cheerful as usual. Good to see them again (:
4E7 buffet up next. I think I look forward to this more than anything else right now. Even more than christmas or new year or my birthday.
I guess it’s time to catch up with my sec sch friends… POLY FRIENDS ! EXAMS END FAST FAST OK! (Shouting out to nobody actually, lol. Just for fun)
Christmas- Stay at home probably
New year I wanna go out!
My birthday? See how it goes loh.
Yeah, that’s all. Time to brush teeth and sleep. BYE!
Ah what a long post. Random emo-ness and activities done so far during the holidays.
