Somewhere Over the Rainbow

devil123111 — Sun, 06 Feb 2011 04:41:12 +0000

I need to recall who’s that girl in my dream… It seems very important to me. hmm

Lonely

devil123111 — Thu, 16 Dec 2010 16:49:17 +0000

It’s surprising that I feel lonely this holiday… Ridiculous…
I have so many things to do, to occupy myself. But I still feel lonely somehow, sometimes.
What is wrong? Maybe that’s why I am desperately SMSing other people hoping that they will reply. So far only Jolene will reply me most of the time but she’s AWAY now. Until 23rd. Damn. I think I should find more stuff to do… Hmm..
I don’t wanna sleep early, even though I feel tired. I seem to be waiting for something but I don’t know what. All I know is, I ain’t getting what I want.

Teaching tuition is like a roller coaster ride… Tutee cheers me up sometimes with his random gags but pisses me off when he doesn’t listen to me. His attention span is like maximum of 15 minutes. Almost ticked him off on Thursday. Wasn’t in a very good mood since I got lost in Hougang and it rained and I was running late and I didn’t have lunch. Seriously, a bad day. Luckily rain stopped after like 10 minutes and the nearest bus stop has a bus that can bring me to my destination. (I realised i wasn’t really lost on my way back actually. I saw the bus stop I was supposed to go to but I told myself it was the wrong one. So I ended up walking even further and eventually got lost. Fail TTM.)

Asked people out only to get rejected once and again. Wanna ask people out to sing but always not free, then wanna meet friends, not free again. I think I should just stay at home. (and continue being lonely, lol)
Never mind, I’m actually long used to it already thanks to ‘A’ levels. Just that it’s a little (yes, just a lil) worse off without studying. I guess music is my only friend then.

Slowly becoming a K-pop fan. But it’s not a bad thing. And I love korean variety shows. Epic funny!
Got to see 2AM, 2PM, BEAST, MBLAQ and MISS A live! Damn blessed because I was so close to them. They look even better live and they sing damn well. the $191 spent was worth it. Took many pictures and videos! But shall keep it to myself. Heh!

Prom was so-so. Girls look different, guys the same. Girls look older, guys look younger.
Chalet was so-so too. Got fun and not so fun times. A lot of memories went through my mind. Especially at Pasir Ris Park.
St Lukes trip (today) wasn’t that exciting either. But I got to see all my mentors! They are as friendly and cheerful as usual. Good to see them again (:
4E7 buffet up next. I think I look forward to this more than anything else right now. Even more than christmas or new year or my birthday.
I guess it’s time to catch up with my sec sch friends… POLY FRIENDS ! EXAMS END FAST FAST OK! (Shouting out to nobody actually, lol. Just for fun)
Christmas- Stay at home probably
New year I wanna go out!
My birthday? See how it goes loh.

Yeah, that’s all. Time to brush teeth and sleep. BYE!

Ah what a long post. Random emo-ness and activities done so far during the holidays.

Ugh

devil123111 — Tue, 12 Oct 2010 05:14:10 +0000

Why must you make it so obvious to me?!

Random Convo

devil123111 — Sun, 26 Sep 2010 04:06:10 +0000

Me: I think I lost my timetable already…
Nat: Hahaha, nvm, just put your watch on your table and tadaa! Time-table(: hahahaahahhahaa!
Me: LOL…… hahahahahah that’s so retarded nat!!! D: I’ve been lamed :O

hahahaha nat!!

Dream

devil123111 — Sun, 26 Sep 2010 00:52:11 +0000

Ytd’s dream was a freaky one. No matter how hard we tried, how hard we hit, how hard we were challenged, nobody fell. It’s like a never ending battle. And we don’t get physically tired but mentally tired of everything.
But we just can’t stop. That’s the worst part of the dream. It’s like a video stuck on replay.
It’s like what I’m experiencing now: a mental struggle of both studies and you. It’s not gonna end soon :/

Frustrating much

devil123111 — Sat, 25 Sep 2010 14:11:32 +0000

one moment, happy. another moment, frustration. every time I think of the impossible. sigh why?

:(

devil123111 — Tue, 17 Aug 2010 23:58:06 +0000

Dear leslie,
You need to learn to let go… Stop digging into other people’s business and just avoid them. Then you won’t think too much. I know you have that burning desire to know what is happening even when you’re not around with them. But sooner or later, you won’t be able to do so…Maybe that’s why u are so desperate to collect as much memories as possible before everything starts to change among the 3 of you.
But….

You’ve done enough already.
You’ve done enough already.
You’ve done enough already.
You’ve done enough already.
You’ve done enough already.
You’ve done enough already.
You’ve done enough already.

Stop it!

Iphone

devil123111 — Sat, 22 May 2010 13:04:44 +0000

I am blogging with the iPhone now.
So far I’m very satisfied with this phone. It got even better when I could jailbreak my phone ))
Thanks to comex and his spirit jailbreak.
I’m getting too lazy to blog these days I think I should just close down this blog -.-
So far I have only completed one of my 8 tasks today. Damn slack ugh. I should go and complete them now. Bye.

Why has things turned out to be this way?

devil123111 — Mon, 15 Mar 2010 01:19:30 +0000

If you don’t reflect upon ur actions now, I think you’re seriously screwed. You promised to change but you send signals that you have no intention to. Nor listen to any of us. Yeah, maybe you’re seeking attention. What’s the point? The problem lies in you. You don’t make the first step of trying to change, how can we help?
There is only so much we can do to help you. If you continue this way, trust me, your life will end up becoming more miserable.

That aside…

Anyway, I think I’m getting a HTC HD2 phone soon ^.^

236?

devil123111 — Thu, 18 Feb 2010 12:47:44 +0000

Time is slowly ticking away. Or is it? Let me give a rough estimate all right. ‘A’ levels is in 230+ days if I’m not wrong. *Panic*
It’s time to mug, Leslie.